I am in my 8th week

I am in my 8th week now.
For Thanksgiving we went to NJ. We told to everyone there.

I became more heavy already. Feels like that. My belly and my chest. Ho God!
I have veryyyyy bad nausea. I am almost throwing up but not.

Didnt eat rice all these days, but since last 4 days I ate a lot.
Smell symptoms are still there.

Tough to hold Eshaan now. I am scared. I can ofcorse.

Who all did we tell: Our Family and Pedhayi vallu
My office fend: Kalyani, Swapna, Vishali,Shilpa, Jenn, Gina, Raj. Neha
Thats it.

I know its too early to tell now, but thats ok. We are planning to know the gender this time. I am so excited to know. We both want girl so badly. But For me anyone is fine :)

Baby updates: Just read Baby is the size of coffee bean now. She has legs and hands emerged out :)

I wanna rest all the time. Sleep sleep and sleep. Doing nothin, but still tired. Not sure if I was this bad with Eshaan or may be I lost patience now and feel like , its bad than before.

I didnt gain any weight until now. I was 155 and still same. I know I started with over weight.
I am worried about the glucose test :( But still have time and I have to start maintaining  my food and walk.